regarding wad ajima say...

hahahaha...
yaloh yaloh...
do assignment do till 走火入魔...
hahaha...
wanna die...
haisss... feel like cekik all those stupid ppl who invent assignment de....
n tear n burn all those assignment..
haissss.....
bout u...
hahahaha...
i noe yr character...
u die... jump down from de klcc oso wont confess wan...
but...
things must change...
ok loh...
if u say u dun hav feel liao...
den GOOD...
chu wa yo...
if he reali approach u... kick him...
or... think bout all dis days... months... yrs....
dat u hav spent...
suffering... coz of him...
ask yrself...
pull yrself...
not to drop inside de hole anymore...
even if u drop liao...
den u mah 闭关咯... dun let ppl see u or go n visit u...
or if u saw him 10 meters infront...
faster use F1 speed n run away...
so pls rmb to wear better geh sports shoes...
so dat u can run...
dun buy those... 简单得来 又带点复杂geh shoes lah...
kk...
haiss...
jus 顺其自然吧...
船到桥头 自然直...
hwaiting!!!
i noe n u noe u can de...

love n care for you....
shinyee...

My sincere reply to my chinggu!!!

Hahahahhahaha! My darling n chingu ah!!!

After reading u all de post i just keep on laughing la...wahahaha!

u 2 ni ah!!! so funny la...hahhahah!

Bor??? the most handsome among all my lovers???

Omg!!! Tak ada la.!!! Deep inside my heart my yeeyee is the most handsome 1 lor!!!

N the 1 i loves the most!!! Until now no ones can replace him!!!hahahha!

Hahahaha munmun ah....Aiyor so long time ago liao lor...of course i 4got abt him ....

Hahahahah i m not tat 专一okie???hahhaha u know me de la....:)

至于tat 1 u 2 talking about...i admit tat i like him....I confess!!!!

Because he really did helps me a lot...n quite a lots of memory inside my head now...

BUT!!!! tats not all of them!!! My heart dun hav space to put them in now....

Memory is just memory...cant do anything with the reality....

N everything is fading away ....

N everything is gone now...Cannot consider tat i like him now...not even 5%....

Not i dun 1 2 confess to him....but i really dun hav the feeling liao...

But regarding the word' confess'...!! I dont even think abt it b4....hahhaha!

Prior to I m getting so fan n the things tat confused me the most is....

I dont like the feeling when he come approach then i will start dropping inside again....

I will 重复犯错la.....I really dont like the feeling....

I dun 1 2 let myself get touched...even a little bit also dun wan...an dei!!! an dei!!!
Tats whats my feeling now....还觉得烦leh....

N regarding the point wats our 大忙人said....

Tengshinyee!!!跟你这么多年朋友了。。。你不了解我吗？？？

Even if u bring a knife n force me 2 say i also wont say lor!!!!!

我的个性。。。这么怕死。。。if I 1 2 say i will tell yeeyee lor...not him!!!!

I wont 浪费我的勇气在他身上！！！hahahahhahahah!

I think the 1 will do so is u la!!! I m not tat brave as u!!!Our dai ga jie!! Hehehe!:P

The things i regret the most is yeeyee lor....

I should go n be friends with him...n i wont 念念不忘now......aih....hahahahah!

Aih...人啊。。。一定要经历过才会长大...

Both of them teach me a lots of thing in my life....

N tats will benefits me....n not just hurting me.....

So....now my feeling is, I must study hard n become 女强人！

Cant wait to go back at the end of this year la!!! Pogosipposo!!!!

Hahahahha n hor azhima...u do assgmt do until走火入魔liao ah?

Lagi apa assgmt theory...hahhahahah! but tats true!!!!

Our 人生啊。。got无数的assgmt.....n v will get different grade for all these...

Tats our life of experience ...hahahaha right???

Aih dont just telling my story la...u 2 leh???

Tak ada apa2 happened recently???? SO 风平浪静啊？hahahhahaha!

Tell me here!!!!Express ur feeling here!!!

Me ah so kelian here...

I exceed my phone's limit liao...internet pun pun sama....hahahhaha!

Eh azhima...go watch tat 败犬女王！！！

Sooooo nice!!! I loves the story soo much!!!Munmun hor???

Even exceed my limit i also wan 2 watch!!!hahahhaha!

Okie飞鸽传书 fiiuuuuuuu!!!!

Chingu ah...henbokkeiseyo!!!!:)

Shinyee here....

Hi Hi Hi... i know its been a long time since i wrote de 1st blog...
hehehe... pai seh lah...
not free mah...
everything pack together...
assignment lah..
my online blog lah...
homework lah...
darn darn darn hate it...
haisss...
nearly goin to say bad word liao...
hahahahaha...
pai seh...
erm...
bout wad ajima... shi hui said...
haiss...
i think its bcoz he keeps on cuming back when u ady trying or when u wan to let it go...
its like assignment...
hahaha....
when u r done wif dis... de other wan cum liao...
it will never stop...
summore its like killing u by a little bit...
den a little bit again...
den by de end of the day...
it covers all of u...
nw... de onli thing u can do...
which i think lah...
is... to say it out...
let it spread out of you...
so that it cant keep inside u...
n eat yr heart little bit by little bit...
let it out den de worms or wadever it is will be out oso...
say it out... n mayb u will feel release...
althought... mayb he dun likes u... or...
at least u told him wad u think...
cant b fren oso nvm loh...
dis kinda fan cheong...
put soy sauce n eat it like u din eat 4 few days liao...
if he has feeling towards u...
den mah GOOD loh...
can b yr officially No 1...
instead of dat who ah... philip ah...
hahahaha...
i noe its hard to confess...
n mayb after u confess...
yr heart hurts more...
better than u keep it inside...
n will regret sumday...
like wad i've been thru...
actually till nw...
i still miss dat person...
i always regret y i din do dis... y i din do dat...
dis regretness will b wif me till i die...
reali ajima...
must do a jue ding asap...
if not it will affect u n yr studies...
nw 2nd yr liao... veli important de...
haiss...
* all this r shinyee's stupidity thought... u can like it or hate it... but its shinyee's*

thank u veli muchie...

HWAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUAKS!!!!!

love n care...
shinyee

Cc reply to mun!

Munmun...hahhaha i think there is some misunderstanding here la...

the 1 u r talking who is he??? I mean the 1 i mean might not be the 1 u think of la....

hahhahahahahahah i think 搞错liao la...!!hahahaha but cant mentioned here....

if not everything will burst de la....hahahhahaha!

actually ya i know is not easy 2 forget a person....

but the point is everytime i almost forgotten...then he comes n approach me....

then lost....then approach....then lost....then approach again.....omg!

I really hates this kind of feeling la....

I will easily get affected....no matter what he do.....我讨厌这样的自己！

Omg i know i loves to think a lot...but sometimes i just cant stop to keep on thinking...

Is not 我不甘心。。。是我舍不得.....

I thought i can handle this very well...I thought i can totally let go of this....

but actually i m not....i still cant let go...

even if thr is just a little bit left.....i also dun wan them 2 stay inside my mind!!!

n now is 5 out of 100%...!!! hahahahah! i wan 2 get rid of this 5%!!!!!

I beh tahan ah!!!! I lagi mau zhuan xin study....!!! dun 1 2 think of this liao la!!! hais!!!!

oh ya!!! how is ur result then??? released oledi??? pass with flying colors leh....

aih i m sooooo envy u la...u wont easily drop into any whole...hahhahahahaha!

and even until now!!!!since form 5 until now.....so专一la u ni.....

itu tengshinyee ah....hari hari pergi meet jackie chan then 4get me liao is it.....

tak an wei me pun...!!! orang ni ah!!!! tak berhati perut!!!! hais!!!! :P

A reply from ur ji mui...Mun

Im fine here!! although im still doing my assignments...
no worries...i can manage to finish...^^
Financial management?? actually maths is easy...
if u keep on thinking tat maths is difficult, den u will not get to know Mr.Maths well...haha

至于他，我以为你已经放下了... 我真的以为你已经放下了...
我觉得你也是时候应该要放下了
如果再不放下 你永远都不会找到一个比他更好的
我知道这真的很难，毕竟我也花了很长的一段时间
但是我还是希望你能做到
不要不甘心
因为下一个会更好！

虽然我现在已经放下了，但我还记得我曾经付出过的感情
也还记得以前的痛...偶尔也会想起他...
如果听到他的消息我还是会有那么一点在乎的
我相信这应该是正常的吧！毕竟他曾经是你那么爱的人!
所以如果你是因为听到他的消息而有点在乎，我觉得这没什么...
不要想太多了!!

I will always support u!!! Take care my dear!!!

Ching gu ah!!!! :)

Helooooo my darling there!!! How r u doing????

Ur frez me very cham here la....just start my uni course....then almost pengsang liao....

Omg apa tu financial management !!! All maths la!!!! Hais.....me ah...always get kill by Mr.maths!

Omg dan yang paling teruk ialah still easy get affected by the 'pk'!!!!!

Omg i dunno what m i doin la....I thought i dun care....And i seems like i really dun k!! I did so rite? But actually i did care!!!

But just care a bit!!! But still 'bu hao shou'!!!

Omg omg omg suddenly drop inside!!!!!!!!!

Chinggu ah help me!!!!Slap me 2 wake up!!!!!!! :(

Aih dun talk about me la...how bout u all???

Azhima can get use to ur new course??? Munmun still get flooded with ur assgmnt ah?

U all pun tak keep in touch ni!!!

Hahahhaha now i m using this 2 become my 飞鸽传书啦！hahahahahah! :)

Hahahhahah this is a good place to express our 'ji mui' de feeling!!! hahahahahha!